Womb Dance

Her heart beats in this womb
The womb of the world
Vibrating thru my head
Happy to be into you
The mother of god
She is nature
He is science
Controlling all which surrounds
Which we can not see
And most can not even feel
But I feel her
Always close
Guiding our way
My journey is planned
Above and beyond my control
So I struggle
To swim up and gulp for air
Chasing bubbles
Dancing
Always dancing
As I reach for the top
Water caressing my skin
So I dance

As I am reborn

Pure again
Clean in the sea
Water washes over me

Wash the dirt away

AZ

Relaxed by the open road.

The fresh air and clear skies, I forgot what it is like to look up and see galaxies forever. Just me and my dog always by my side.

No better happiness than this.  My mind is clear from any man.  Soothed by being alone. Finally, I hope it lasts.  How I miss this desert air, fascinating place.  Give and takes hard to make decisions.  Black and white fades to far away.  I want my mind pure.  Too many messages polluted, distorted all lies.  Can’t see straight with it all.  Hard to talk about anything real these days.  I’ve turned it all off in hopes of staying young.  So selfish always got to get mine is what’s wrong in the world.  People like you.  People like me.  Thrill me please.  Show me new, love, honesty, eachother.  Everything I don’t believe in but have never given up on.  My ego was never found so I’ve always been lost.  You lost little girl only 16 years old and I knew it. Hysteria which saved my life. Histerical. Manic.  Laughed and cried at the same time for hours and still can’t find my way. You’re a lost little girl she proclaimed.  As I sobbed to release many lifetimes of pain.  And they don’t even believe me to top it all off.  Can’t even imagine outside themselves.  What they have been thru is what’s wrong too.   Does this make me a thinker of this world or just wasting time and I can’t ever break on thru.  Just wasting time till it’s over.